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I AM BARBIE.
YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME? THINK AGAIN.
KYOTO,JAPAN. MANILA,PHILIPPINAZ.
FOURTEEN. KRG, BABY. ( :
BASKETBALL. STREETDANCIN'.
I DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO AS SOON AS I CAN. IT MIGHT BE ILLEGAL BY TOMORROW.
Zero incrimination. Zero Bitching.
All clear? Aryte. Got that straight. ( :v
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Jasmine Bardoles. Bennika Kho.
Sarina Legaspi.
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
Yea Yea. Don't start on me again,ok! I've been helping my best friend, Matthew, with his problems lately .. and, honestly, I had a hard time giving him the proper advices. I was really bitter to hear him like that. It's like making a new born baby do 110 push ups. I think Matt and Ocie make a perfect couple. Let's talk 'bout 'em first before we skip to the next scroll. They just turned 10 months last 28 and i'm glad to say that they had a happy monthsary. But, something seems to be outta hand, K. Let's say you try doing the push up's yourself because the damn baby won't do it. How many push up's could you do? 3? or 6? or 10, maybe? Then, you try again the next week .. and the next week. How many would you think you'll do? 20? 22? or maybe even 30. 'Cause you condition your muscles to respond to greater challenges. That's what Matt And Ocie's doing. Matthew DeGuzman's a normal, silly, sweet guy .. while Rocelle Calderon's the bubble, soft spoken, superkaduper kind girl. They seem to be very compatible with each other despite their differences. Problem is .. Ocie's a pushover and Matt's over protective. RIGHT, CATHERINE?! Tell me, i'm wrong? :p She wouldn't move her ass off to show Matt how she really feels. : ( But .. i'mma start leaving it up to them. They're both wise and they're both inlove with each other .. I think? :O

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What Matt made Ocie! I know. It's sweet!:D


K. Monika is back from Australia! "Yo, bitch, how was the 'roos?!" Ha Ha. : ))
She told me all about her amazing exploration. She's now back in manila with her peach-tipped fingernails. Nika, as I call her(NO, WAIT! Everybody calls her that. :| Sorry), dropped by her boyfriend's house then I think they went shopping, KWHATEVER! =)) They went to TriNoma ........... I know, why am I talking 'bout this? Keep reading! Nika called her mom and told her that she was at RJ Bar with some friends and to pick her up at 10PM. Here comes the cliche part .. Her mom had a meeting that day. Prolly, 'round 6PM or 5? IONO. But, guess where? TRINOMA! : )) Nika, you are sooo dumb. K. Mrs. Naguit saw her and she was like .. " Good Evening, Nikai. Why'd you lie to me?" with the "Ha! I-caught-you!" smile. And, the evening goes.

I LOVE YOU, MONIKA!!
Where's my g'damn koala!? x(
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Saturday, May 24, 2008
I've been reading old novels from dad's shelf. Anne Hampson's Enchantment, Og Mandino's The greatest secret in the world, and another Og Mandino classic, The greatest miracle in the world.

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I've always, all my life, been passionate about writing. I once started making a novel about this orphan girl named Melody. I showed the copy to some friends at school. They thought it was mysterious and evidently beautiful. I sorta based myself to the little girl, but she was still uniquely different than me. Anieka thought it needs a little more work. YES. I agree. :|

Alright. I haven't seen my little friend, Jared, for a long time now. He's seven and his summer classes will end soon. I might not be able to see him 'till next summer, prolly. Because he doesn't live inside NGA. : ( KJ!!! K. The last time I saw him was about 2 to 3 weeks ago. And we were supposed to take a picture together, but it, unfortunately, did not happen. Trust me, if you guys see him, you would just want to pinch his little ass goodbye! K. : )) OYE ..

The other day .. I mean, the other, other day, sina barkads ko went over here. :D:D What excited me the most was Spencer Evangelista. I was like mother fuckin' shocked 'bout her arrival. I thought she was still in Nueva Ecija with her family.
So, on her family's arrival, the booked in Shang hotel. She told me she hasn't eaten a good meal for like .. 2 whole days. So, the very thought of that made me prepare lunch for her. She was the first and earliest one the arrive, anyways. She was terribly quiet, not like the usual. Usually, she'd jump all over me, scream like a freaky gay and stuff my mouth with Mr. Cheesy spray. But, I told you, she wasn't acting normal .. as if someone died, K. I was RIGHT. O_O Someone did die. :'( Her dod, Mitch the Bitch. " Ha Ha ", some would say. But it aint a laughing matter. I had some memories with that dog, too, you know. Like, the time when she pooped on our carpet. And .. wait ?? That's about it. :| :| :| K. In loving memory of Mitch. :'( I'm planning to get her a fish, maybe. But, she doesn't want me to do so. FINE. =))) We we're talking about the situation, 'till someone rang the doorbell. It was Anieka. She's such a retard, K, but I LOVE YOU, ANIEKA!!! :D

The three of us waited and waited .. and waited for Viv and Carolyne to arrive. But the didn't come. So, me and Spencer decided to hit the sack while Anieka texted with some of my friends. When we woke up, we got dressed and went to Serendra. Anieka didn't wanna come .. so, she stayed at my dome with my brother, instead. K. While we were walking around Serendra, we stopped by Conti's for some grub. There, we encountered Spence's boyfriend, Den, with another skirt. Spencer started crying as we head outta Conti's. She stopped walking abruptly, a hint of color fusing her cheeks and she was silent. I glanced over her and said .. " Hey, Babe. Let's go and find a restroom. Aryte?" But, she stood there. All frozen and upset. And me? I was furious!
I called Den up and I told him how much of a jerk he is and how stupid he is to have done such. " Spence, let's go back home nalang. Wanna rest? Wa' do you say? I'll phone my uncle to pick us up. And, i'll tell him that we wont take dinner here anymore". Before leaving, we saw Den and the girl AGAIN. I went up to him and gave him a big fuck you and a spit on the shoe. When we hopped in the car, Spence was like .. "First, Mitch died. Now, this? I lost my boyfriend for that girl whom I don't even know. And she looks like an unevenly shaved duck with that bleach blond hair! He must be really inlove with her." She broke down, again. I gave her the eyebrow and said .. " INLOVE?! Sigurado ako, he's looking for money! And money aint the most important thing naman. He's a boob, woman! Don't be too upset, K?" Than uncle suddenly turned on the radio, and 4Minutes played. K. Panira ng moment. =)))
When we arrived, Anieka fell asleep while watching the Desperate Housewives marathon on dvd. :p Pictures are posted in Piczo. :D :D

Other than Desperate Housewives, Hello panda and nail painting .. kicking Anieka's ass off was the least we can do after not going to the last " four to five " meeting .. and, she owes me a bag of caramel popcorn. And load. And spongebob stickers. LMFAO! =))) And, YES. Den's a super fucker. She's still neglecting me and having multi colored fingertips aint bad. ; )

NOTE TO SELF [ regarding the "SHE" ] : Friendship isn't ranked by whom you have known the longest, but who came and never left. ( c/o Vhevs ) : )

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Thursday, May 22, 2008
HOLY MOTHER OF WILLY WONKA. I cried, K. I literally did. David cook won the American Idol Season 7. If only this guy didn't mess up! Mr. Tambo'Man's a classic. I don't know why he didn't get it. :| --> Image Hosted by ImageShack.us


OK. These past few days, i've been ill. My tonsil's been a killer. :| K, screw that.
And, I transfered to Sun. That's my active sim right now. And I did, just because my friends kept on ranting "Mag sun ka na!" or "C'mon, Vegetable-head. You're still using Globe? :|". They couldn't shut up. So, I bought one. And Yes, Rachelle, i'll text you. :D And another thing .. i've been really emotional these days. It's as if something's missing. My friendship with her, it seems like it's a box full of broken promises. I believed in her. I don't know if she's even using me just to get to this guy. Thou shall know if you can trust a person. I told her EVERYTHING, which was a mistake. I told her my problems. I told her my accomplishments. She knows my weaknesses. She knows me. : ( I guess they were right. Some things aren't meant to be shared at all. I treasure her as my friend. No, no. As my best friend. As my sister. Nevermind, this is getting out of hand, anyway. Forget it, forget it.


OOOHHH. LOOOOK. Vergil's best friend is over here. K. Till next time. ; )

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Sunday, May 18, 2008
Alright. Late post. I'm sorry. I'm trying to keep this all up. It's just that I insanely got glued on the American Idol Season Marathon. It's been going on for about .. a day and 20 hours? Iono. Why should I care? :))))

It's the battle of the David's. Ok. I'd go with Daddy Cook. :D\m/
But if Jason Castro was still on, I'd scream on the top of my lungs just for him to get it. But, nooooo. He got kicked. Ai's a bitch. Right, Benn? Made little Josiah cry. HA HA HA.

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Okayokay. What's in my inbox? IENIENIENIEN. That's basically it. :)) We've known each other for quite some time now. Tho, she stays in iloilo. So, we don't really see each other. So? The hell. I still love her. :)
I LOVE YOU IEN BATINO. BESTIE. :D

IENÜ : Morning. - GM
IENÜ : Bestie. Hehe. Ü
IENÜ : Hehe. Okay best. It was fiine. Yours?
IENÜ : Hehe. Ngee. Bakit best?
IENÜ : Haha. No you d0nt. Hehe. Nakapunta ka na ba ng iloilo best? Hehe.
IENÜ : Aww. Hehe. Medyo malapit lang ung bahay namin sa bahay nila. Hehe. Sana makapunta ka dito best. Hehe. Para malling tayo 3. =)
IENÜ : Hehe. Cge best! Finally makita na kita. Wee. Hehe. Uhm, nabasa ko abt me mo best. Hehe. Where's yer m0m? Ü
IENÜ : Hehe. Yup2x! Uhm, no best. Hihi. D ko gets. Senxa. Tsk. Ü
IENÜ : ****************** -- OOOPPPS. Privacy.
IENÜ : Ohh. Hehe. I see. So, what u doin na best? Ü
IENÜ : Haha. Bakit best? Is sumthng wrong with yer eyes? Hehe. Ako i don't wanna have glasses. I have braces kasi. Haha!
IENÜ : OHH. Hehe. Yup best! Ay0ko. Haha! Tsk. Ü
IENÜ : Oh? Hehe. Woww. Go David A. Haha. Ü my bro's near sighted to0. =)
IENÜ : Hehe. Uhm, gusto ko yung parang purple best na parang gray din. Haha! Ikaw best?
IENÜ : Hehe. Yup, that's nice too. Hehe. Hazel! nice din. Ü

Let's stop there. Because if I continue, it might take me another 25 minutes to finish this post. Yes, I have better things to do.

Who watched Speed Racer already? I really want to watch it. I'm just stuck at home. I couldn't go outside. And if ever I could, I would be too lazy to even stand up. I guess I just have to wait for the release of the dvd. :|

Oh, yea. Some guys are celebrating their birthday's today.
HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY BENNIKA A. KHO. I LOVE YOU. :)
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY GIAN MARK GONZALEZ. OK, I HATE YOU. :)))
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY ELAIRE SY. YOU'RE OLD. BUT I LOVE YOU. K.

KKKK. Ran out of ideas. And, time to get back to the marathon.

OUT. : ),
B
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Damn it. Late post? :| Been busy with basketball. Sorry.

Okayokay. Nick Cannon and Mariah Carey? IT'S FUCKIN' CRAZY. But what can innocence do, right? Ha Ha Ha.

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K. Have to share this problem with you guys.
I have this friend. A guy friend. We're kinda, maybe close. Problem is, he wants to bring our relationship to the next level. I really don't want to bring it up that way yet. I'm young and I want to be free. I have so much priorities and responsibilities. My dad wants me to carry myself well. I mean, i'm not saying that relationships are bad. It's just that, I have no time for love. That kind of love.
How will I explain to him without hurting his feelings? K. I don't want a boy friend. :| SERIOUSLY.
Another thing is .. he's the best friend of Gian. You guys know who 'Gian' is, I suppose. I'm trying to avoid any situation that's connected to the name Gian Mark Gonzalez. I want to stop this scenario. I can not take his best friend's rantings. LIKE .. MOTHERFFFFFU---. I'm only human. I'm just a girl who has to learn how to be more responsible. Who has to learn how to handle certain things. Who has to learn how to deal with this type of situations. Who needs to concentrate more on the things that'll make her father proud. Who needs to study well, not only for her family, but for herself.
With all due respect to Arvin ( he's the guy ), I don't think 'love' is a certain thing to take seriously at this age. Believe me. But, one thing is for sure .. maybe, one day.

Regards to Pauline for making me have the 'gana' to blog. :p ILY, besh. So much.

I have to cut this short. K. Have other things to do. : )

PEACE,
B
Saturday, May 3, 2008
AM BACK. Okay. Violent reactions? NONE? Good. ( ;

So many things happened and .. I can't post everything up. But, I JUST HAVE TO TELL YOU WHAT'S HAPPENING.
Well, you see. I'm pissed. K. It's about this two fucked up people with their fucked up lives.
PERSON #1 : EX BESTFRIEND.
Imagine. I treated her as my sister. As my best friend. I respected her fully. I gave her my trust. And this is the thanks I get? She backstabbed me. She lied to me. As if I don't know everything. But I do. Honestly, that has always been our problem with her. All of us in the classroom. She keeps on talking like what not. We barely confront her, tho, because sooner or later, we will think that she has changed. But then again, wrong. She's so mobile in the classroom. Making lame shit. I do not like her drama one bit. Our friendship? .. It's NONSENSE. She puts malice in everything I do, in everything I say. And when it's time to make kuento, I come out as the bitch in the story. For real .. If she's so tough, why doesn't she stab me right on the face? I keep on keeping my cool, But the bushwa she's makin'? It aint right. I want to be frank but she'll turn everything upside down. Okay. That girl and her fucked up gimmicks. I won't let her slip through my fingers. I wanted to resolve this a long time ago .. but, i'm just giving her what she's asking for .. not a fight -- but a piece of my mind. If by chance you are reading this, whoeveryouare, and you personally know who i'm talking about, might as well be CAREFUL. Because her shit is crazy. Punks like her rot Manila to the bone. K. RELAX.

PERSON #2 : EX BOYFRIEND.
Okay. He's an asshole. Enough said. You should know that he's known as the player in the campus. I was stupid enough to fuckin' answer him. Our relationship went like : + - + - + -.
Mind you, aminadong twotimer. Ok. He lied to his ex's. He lied to me. He lied to his trusted friends. The nerve .. :| My twin was absolutely correct about him. [ LOVEYOU TWIN. ] Fuck him. Screw his life. He's the ex that'll cheat on you .. then accuse you of cheating. Trust me, everybody knows how loyal I was to him. KK. I could just stuff his mouth with an apple and roast him over hot coals ina fancy restaurant. As I have a beautiful, beautiful dinner with Johnny Depp. He might shriek and scream for my attention, but I won't notice him. HA HA HA to that. Horny piece or meat.

Euhm. You see .. I just got outta basketball a few minutes ago. So, ye. I have to rest. I'll update again tomorrow. Aryte? Till my next post.

PEACE,
B ..